If I date you,
I see myself marrying you.
I see myself building with you.
I see myself growing with you.
I don’t date just to pass time.
I’m dating you because I see potential in you.
If you find a girl that is willing to go through hell just to keep the relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.
Going through hell for someone and in return being taken for granted was the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. Never. Again.
After all this time of waiting and being patient, it finally happened. Such a simple thing that goes by daily, with no more than a second thought at most. Yet it’s the one thing I craved, the one and only thing I needed from you. Sometimes I think “Am I really that naïve?”. Probably.
It’s funny how when I told Femke, she was happy for me. She even asked to be involved. I told Kaitlin, she was super psyched. I told Ken and he had nothing but positives. I told my “real life friends” and they laughed. This is why I can’t be around people. Yet when I’m with you I’ve never been so comfortable and so safe. I can feel it coming ever closer in myself and I hope, I really do hope you feel it too, on some level.
Because when you told me those three words I’ve never had a feeling like it. I’ve never put anything at the top of my list more. I’ve never ever even considered the possibility of having any of the feelings that I have for you. This was all before I met you of course. Before I fell completely flat on my face for the one. You’re the most special and significant thing in my life. We’re perfectly balanced with each other and all the little things just make sense. All the bad times are gone and they’re never coming back. We’ve both never been happier.
It might take a while but this is the one thing I’m finding hard to wait for.
I love you, so fucking much. I need you, so fucking much.
You’re the only person in my life, I’ve ever been completely thankful to have. And I will never take that for granted. I will always try to make you as happy as you have made me. And I can’t wait for the future.
It’s going to be fucking amazing.
that I wouldn’t mind
if I didn’t wake up
What a sad thing
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